There are many things that goes threw my mind and and alot of it has to do with women and what they be thinking or how they think. sex is what is on most women minds and if you be talking to them to long or you try to become there friend then after a while they start thinking to themselves why have this guy did not try to fuck me yet. Not the qualities of a good woman iam sure! zbut more and more women are thinking this way more then you can imagen . To the point the shit has become the norm. now i tried to stay away from such thoughts and people because it was not an every day thing with me but sometime that very thought can pop up in my mind and say girl lets do this and we do not have to see each other again for real. And trust me i did that with a few woman when i was young. Because that is what alot of women expect. Though the heat of the moment is fun and everything you start to take on regret and that's is not happiness for real!!!when you get into a relationship though at the start the shit is hot and smile ear to ear but the shit never last. Love is like a damn cheap thrill of what could be at first and start to come very low with distrust , envey, regret and then you have a devourse or she wants you to pay child support to kids she never lets you see. either way you are alone and looking for the next fix of sex from whom ever comes along.
The world seems like place of misery it does not matter witch way you turn in your life you will bump into our old friend misery because this bastard is every where you look. And he could posses people to make other people miserable . I look at youtube i see mothers killing daughter and fathers killing mothers this shit is out of hand in any community. what people do not know is lust is the demon . Lust can make you think your in love when you partner is not. Lust can make you want to get married and come to find out later you made the worst mistake of your life. Where the true people of love is it in the church i wish it was they got tv series like green leaf on tv where murder deception and sex is present in the church. with tv show like green leaf how long unto the church start acting like the world we live in in real life. There is so much that is wrong with the world where sex can be mixed up with love. Where people can mark you for just having sex with you and act like they own you are try to black mail you with you spouse
All iam saying if the church was doing its job this ,all of this would not be happening in this world because the church is corrupted and the church is the reason for all the immorality as well as tv. This world is slowly but surely becoming dammed and no one is safe from this cycle. People are being assimilated in this beast system called the new world order of hell. personally i do not know that i can hold out anymore ,Iam being assimilated by one thing its money or material but sex itself. witch can lead to a whole different kind of mess . Love is being devalued in a large scale where people just do not give a hell no more. i had plenty of day just waking up before i saw the news or watched tv that the world made me sick to my stomach.
Being a womanizer is in and being a whore gives you riches the shit is out of hand where as every little girl or boy be dressing up like movie stars where all this crazy shit started I like sex like anyone but there a different between sex and demonic activity. And what the world is right now is demonic to it source.
Then these crazy women on welfare and section 8 raise these monsters who is killing every one in Chicago it like some kind of domino effect i wish i can say it started with both parents but no its the woman who is getting pregnant and throwing the husband out of the damn house. I was looking on YouTube and this guy runs a YouTube page called bloody Chicago and he said the black community is being tricked in to section 8 and welfare to raise these monsters that in the streets killing people. And he said if the black community ever found out how they was tricked into destroying there own community there will be hell to pay. And i was saying to myself hell no because black people would not even give a damn. you know how i know that because i am apart of the black community. The only thing that would unite black people together if the military start bombing us with F-35 and i mean that. The police is not enough to unite the the black community it would have to be a down right onslaught by our government to unite us like we was in the 40's and 50's.
the last time black people truly love each other was during the 40's 50's on down. As a race i feel that was the best times for the black community. If you think in that terms you can say the civil rights movement and all involve killed sincere love with in the black community. First it was drugs then the man left the house hold and the greed and lust of the black woman crushed us.
With in 50 years we are murdering our children the children is murder other children at the same time the cops are putting our ass all up in those jails like packs of franks.Do to our lack of experience in having freedom we made all the wrong moves and we are finding our selves in a more high tech prison then the 60's could ever provided. in layman's terms the black race is fucked!!!! At least we had love under oppression at least we had unity at leased at one time we had the world on our side during the civil rights movement at this time black people have no alleys and we do not have sympathy. shit we do not have sympathy for our selves. Bible says any nation divided among it self shall not stand. take good look at the state of black people and black love
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